A Hard Hit

Once again January is proving to be incompatible with me. I got messaged last night that one of my Aunts is in ICU. She is not expected to make it. She is one of my favorites so this is hard. I did not sleep well.

Yesterday was either off or on at work. I did not do much due to my anxiety issues. We had more strangers there from the new company. It sounds like a lot of changes are coming down the pipe. Rumor has it March. No one is going to know where things are. Everyone is a bit uncomfortable with this but what can you do.

I did get the newsletter finalized and sent to the store owner. It wasn’t exact as I was missing some of my pages but I improvised. It took a lot longer as well. Not only did I have to replicate the font (style and size) but I had to fit in photos. And the photos did not behave the way I needed them to. It’s not my best effort (it didn’t help that I had just found out about my Aunt) but not bad considering.

I hope to get through as much of today as I can. Chris is working and working early so I will miss seeing him until he gets home tonight. Even then I might be asleep since I have to be up at 4am. If something happens to my Aunt I will make arrangements to come home. I am still sick and cannot deal with that and grieving.

Archie has been beside me as much as he can. If he’s not there Stella is. So we’ll see. We’ll see. Thanks for reading and stay safe.