Confusion

It has been snowing while we have been asleep. There is an inch, maybe two, that has accumulated. My mind is all over the place this morning. I am not sure if I am supposed to be covering meetings this month. I said I would but it sounds as though I might not be. I plan to stop at the office after the meeting tomorrow morning and find out. I could send an email but no one arrives until 9am which is the same time the meeting starts. And I might not get a response until tomorrow.

I did finally start my holiday shopping. I am excited to get things moving. I still have a lot more to do. I think some of it might have to wait until after the first of the year. I know I won’t be getting together with these people until then so it should be a big deal.

Archie seems to want in and out while Stella is content to curl up beneath a blanket and go back to sleep. I think tonight might be an early bedtime for us.

I tried to reach out to Dad but I have been rebuffed. Maybe I am reading too much into it but I don’t think so. I think he is upset because I can’t come up there at the drop of a hat. I have also told him my work schedule. Most of the time he has said that he isn’t up to talking, usually from physical pain. He also doesn’t seem to get my emails or texts until we’ll after the fact on the days he can talk. But I am pretty sure I am being made out to be a bad daughter to the rest of the family. If that is how he feels then that is how he feels. I love him but I cannot continue to stress over something I have no control over.

I see by the clock that I need to wrap this up and head out the door for work. Thanks fir reading and stay safe.