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Today is my first day back to work. I am not sure how I feel about it to be honest. The morning has dawned cold. I still have a few things to do around here before the appraiser comes. Once this is done we should be able to get the money to fix the roof. Hopefully within the next few weeks.

I am trying hard to be positive. I am trying hard not to fall back into the pit. I keep looking around the room. Trying to find something to write about. Something that I won’t turn into a negative.

I am worried that I am going to have to take Stella into the vet’s. Her cough and sore throat don’t seem to be going away. I might try to call and ask what to do for her at home. It seems that I did not get paid for my time off on vacation. Only the times I went into work. So there is something there, but not much. (I just checked my balance.)

I am going to wrap this up and call work then the vet’s office. I hope the day goes well for all of us. Thanks for reading and stay safe.