For once the rain started when the weather app said it would. Almost to the minute. It has been raining off and on ever since. It is currently on. I am grateful. It should be good sleeping weather. And it was until 2:30 am when something woke me from my sleep. I have been awake ever since.
My alarm was due to go off at 4 am because the ordering site was down when I went to work. A coworker messaged me an hour or so later to tell me it was up but I didn’t feel like running back to the store and dealing with people. So here I am. My goal is to get it done before my 9 am meeting. Mom and I aren’t getting together (this time she called it off… her depression has worsened as well) so I will run to the bank after my first meeting then head home til the next one.
Part of me is glad the week is over because I have been so miserable. I hated not spending more time with loved ones but I just couldn’t. I needed to be alone. Not much has changed. I feel a little better but I can also feel the darkness rippling beneath the surface.
I supposed if I wrap this up I can get my order done sooner. I may try to slide to the bank before the meeting depending on how much time I have. That way I won’t wake Chris and Stella. No new photos but I hope you like the ones I pick. Thanks for reading and stay safe.