This morning will be a short post. I need to get to work and get everything done. I am hoping to go out with friends after work. I am trying not to feel guilty about leaving Stella. (I hadn’t thought about that until typing it just now. Now it will be a struggle to not back out of going.) My goal is there by 9 am and out by 4pm.
I have been asked several times over the past few days what makes me happy. I don’t really have a good answer anymore. Things make me smile and laugh. But happiness has been elusive. That being said I am very proud of my garden. It turns out that I am growing cantelope this year. The plants have been blooming for months but have now produced the actual fruit. My tomatoes and peppers are also doing well.
I am trying to look to myself for my happiness instead of depend on others. It sometimes works. I am still trying to not self sabotage.
We had a visitor last night. A tiny frog. Stella was too interested in getting the mail no notice so I can back with my camera and took a few photos. I see I have used up my allotted time. I’ll get the photos uploaded and then get this posted. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for the love and support. As always, thanks for reading and stay safe!