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Heaven Has Another Angel

1972italy

Things are a mess here. Essie has left a big hole in our lives and it is hard to know what to do. Last night I kept seeing her out of the corner of my eye on the couch. Then I would look and there was no one.

I truly don’t know what to write this morning. My sense of time is off. I have no idea if I gave myself enough time to do this. Or maybe too much time. It takes less time to feed one dog.

Work will be interesting. Atleast I can hide in the office if I need to. One of the perks of being opening manager. And really that is all I want right now. To curl up in a ball until this is all over. But I have to put on the brave strong front and deal with people. I am grateful that Chris will have Stella with him today.

Looking at the clock I guess I could’ve tried to sleep longer. Such a big empty hole where Essie used to be…. I will stop here. Thanks for reading. Stay safe.

Published by 1972italy

I have been writing since I was about six years old. I love it! I enjoy drawing word pictures and getting people to think in different ways. I have not done much other than my personal journal over the past few years because both fear and betrayal have locked my writing box up tight. I seem to have lost the key. So this is me trying to pick the lock. I also love the interaction with my readers. There are so many diverse voices out there! Talking with others helps me work through my own problems and (I hope) helps others with theirs. I learn much about other cultures around the world that I might not otherwise know. Writing is how I connect with the world.

16 thoughts on “Heaven Has Another Angel”

  5. Sorry for your loss. We lost one of our dogs a few years ago that we had for thirteen years. She left a big hole in our heart. Our other dog went into a depression and wouldn’t eat and she started getting sick. We bought a boxer mix puppy that looks similar to the dog you lost. He wormed her way into our hearts and helped us heal. Now he and our other dog are best buds. After our dog Trouble passed I would have dreams about her. I still miss her even though a couple of years have passed.

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    1. I lost my emotional support dog Moose a year ago on the 4th of this month. I still haven’t healed from that but I had to put her first. I am glad that you were able to get another little one to help all of you heal. It is difficult for us as I would be open to another pup but the husband doesn’t want anymore dogs. So we will see. Thank you for reaching out.

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