Moving Forward or Moving Back?

So much for getting up earlier today. I tried. But as I was getting the energy to get up the girls both cuddled in with me and I wanted to stay in the moment. And promptly fell back asleep. My sinuses are clearing up so I am not blowing my nose every two seconds (I’m not but that is what it feels like). My throat and voice however are not that great. My throat is not happy with all the talking I have been doing at work apparently.

I got a lot of things done yesterday. But today I look back and feel like I slacked. I am not near as happy as I was yesterday morning. I have no meeting tomorrow night as it was cancelled. I sent an email to my editor as soon as I saw it was cancelled.

Random plants got watered yesterday. I think I am going to have to start checking them every day or every other day. They seem to dry out fast. I might add dirt to a few but in order to do that I need to bring the bag of dirt in and let it warm up. I am heading to Meijer’s when Chris gets up as I need to get face lotion and jeans. I will get a few groceries there as well just because I really don’t want to make a second trip to work when I can get things all at once. And some of the stuff I can’t get at work so…

I am tempted to go now but the whole point of me waiting is so that the girls don’t wake Chris. I will have to hurry when I go though in case I am needed. Chris is in the process of turning our lawn mower into a snow plow. The process has been slow but steady. I don’t think he has much more to do but I want to make sure he has a second set of hands if he needs them like yesterday.

I keep looking at my to do list. I can do all of it today if I want. But do I want to? Yes and no. If I get it all done I will pat myself on the back and at the same time moan about not having enough down time. I am feeling better but doing too much makes it hard to breathe. It is very frustrating. I cannot find a happy medium in my head. It is all or nothing. Oh nuts! Hang on I will be right back!

I had completely forgotten to call and cancel my doctor appointment. 🙄 The gal I talked to asked if I wanted to reschedule and I explained why I didn’t want to. Then I added that I was recovering from COVID and then it was all ok that I didn’t want to come in. I see that the girls are ready for me to be done on here so I’d better wrap this up. I hope you have a great day! Thanks for reading and stay safe!