By the time I got home yesterday all the pain I was in put me in a bad headspace. Working in the deli was just too much. The owner of the store came in and was talking to me. He said that if I needed some time off to just let them know. That was early in my shift so I said I should be ok but I would keep them in the loop. I was still feeling pretty good. By the end of the night I was miserable and could barely walk.
It is a cold morning here. I am not ready for the cold. Even more so because I need to find a place to keep my plants over the winter. It is cold enough that I covered Stella up with a blanket. She just pulled it tighter around herself with her teeth. The sky is overcast. The sun really came out and warmed things up yesterday evening. I am hoping for a bit of sun today.
Things are still moving forward with the house clean up. I vacuumed the house when I got home. i figured I was miserable already so why not. And it would be one less thing to do today. I also got a bunch of things put away. Today I am going to try to find my office. A lot of stuff has been getting dumped in there. I didn’t bother to vacuum in there. Mostly because I had no floor. I am hoping to move those piles so I can have some private space.
The flip side is that I do need to take a day to relax. Things are moving along here and I am doing as much as I can but I need a break. Mentally and physically. I am supposed to call Dad today but I think I am going to back out. Same with calling Mom. I need to just be for a day. Wish me luck! Thanks for reading and stay safe!