Emotions, Friends, Learning, Life, Love, Thinking

Open the Door or Keep It Locked?

This morning I awakened to a dilemma. I received a friend request from a friend… well an ex friend I guess. We were really close for a few years (too close sometimes) and we had a big falling out. Blocked phone numbers and the whole deal. It hurt because I really did care about the person but the drama that started! That was what finally got to me. Funnily enough I was not the one that ended the friendship. He was. And while I missed him I did not miss the drama. I think about him and hope he is doing well. This morning I look at my phone and there is a friend request from him. After a few years he wants to be part of my life again. SO the big question is do I let him back in? I don’t know what to expect. If I thought he had matured some and wasn’t going to blow my phone up at all hours I might consider it. But I just don’t know. And truthfully I have been content not to have the drama.

I guess looking at it the answer should be pretty straight forward. There seem to be more negative possibilities than positive. But he was a good friend and I do miss him. So. I worry that I will create unwanted drama if I let him back in. Things for the most part are going pretty damn well. I am getting my head in a good place and I am content with how things are. Isn’t that when things like this happen? When you get too comfortable then something pops into your life to “spice” it up? I don’t want… I don’t want to do the same thing over again.

When I went to bed I had planned on telling you about my peridot pendant I got for myself and the new book but that kind of fell by the wayside. Ok. I did it. Fingers crossed.

Thanks for reading and stay safe!

2 thoughts on “Open the Door or Keep It Locked?”

  1. Oh no! I’m so curious how this works out for you. It always ends up horribly when it happens to me, but I wish alot better for you! Good luck! And you’re right, ex’s have a radar for when you’re happy. That’s what draws them back.

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    1. Thank you! I’ve not heard anything from him since I accepted his friend request. I’m gonna let him make the first move (even though technically he already has). A mutual friend says he is depressed so it can go either way. I am hoping a good way but…. here’s to hoping! 😁

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