A Bad Night

Bad dreams for most of the night. I hope that it is not a sign for the rest of the day. I very rarely have bad dreams but tonight I had too many. In my dreams my whole world came crashing down at various points. I have awakened a emotionally wrung out mess. If I could call in I would. I set an alarm to remind me of tonight’s meeting. I will forget otherwise. I have been awake since 2:30am with a quick “nap” complete with bad dream from 4am to 5am. My first set of bad dreams came between 11pm and 2:30am.

I started the motorcycle yesterday so if I need to ride in to work I can. It is almost freezing temperatures here and the ground is still wet from the rain yesterday. Hopefully the Jeep starts. I am gonna be off all day. I checked my balance on my debit card and thought a refund was actually them taking money out and started freaking out. Then I remembered. Sigh. It is gonna be a day. And I’m working the gas/courtesy counter today.

Sorry this post isn’t more positive. I am just not feeling it today. I just wanna hibernate. I will share some of the photos I took yesterday. Thanks for reading despite it all. Stay safe.

Ed. note: my phone is offline despite it showing that it is still online so I will try from work. Now the laptop is offline.