The rain has gone away. Yesterday was a much welcome cloudy with rain off and on all day. It did cool things off a bit. Back down to normal summer heat for a day. The temperatures will be right back up there today. And I am ok with that.
I seem to have run into a mental dry spell over the last few days. No writing other than this and my journal. I’ve been lugging one of my guitars around with the appropriate paperwork to practice playing but I’ve done nothing past tuning the guitar. I have read a bit in the new book. I seem to not only lost my drive but my focus as well. I was moving forward with great strides and now… inertia.
Moose definitely has kidney disease so I ordered more kibble yesterday. I got the lamb since he doesn’t seem too fond of the chicken flavor. We’ll see how he does. Essie didn’t eat this morning. She started getting me up around 6am to go outside in a hurry. I left the door open for her. She had to go back out maybe an hour later. Then once we got up for the day She went directly outside. Moose wouldn’t eat either. I wonder if it is because Essie wouldn’t. He’s in here with me and I can hear his tummy doing hungry rumbles. I worry that Essie’s cancer is more severe than we think. They said they got it all out with the lump but I’m not so sure. And her surgery scar isn’t healing correctly. Part of it keeps getting opened back up. Now that Moose has been taken care of I need to call and ask them about her. That will have to wait until Monday. Monday I am also dropping the Jeep off for Chuck to look at. Soooo….
I feel so busy but I know I have plenty of free time if I choose to use it. I just need to not do other things, like watch tv. Moose is dreaming. It sounds like it is on the border of becoming a nightmare with the sounds he is making. I am keeping the house up as well as the gardens this year (so much easier and rewarding being able to stay home). But will I let myself blow off writing? That is part of the reason I opted to pay for the course instead of taking the free version. The other part is that I can get feedback from other writers. If you take the free course you are limited as to what you can do. If I pay for it and don’t do anything then I am wasting money. If I take the free version I can blow it off because it “doesn’t count” for anything. That’s what I did with the guitar class. So I need to find my way.
On that note I need to get something written before Chris gets up for the day. He wants to do some running together. I would rather stay home but it is time together. Thanks for reading! Stay safe!