This morning I am writing from my office desk instead of in the living room. It feels different but comfortable. Moose is sleeping behind me on the floor. The girls are in their usual spots in the living room. Stella wandered in a bit ago to see what was up. Moose followed me in and has been here the whole time.
There are things I still need to tweak in here (my orchid is on my desk but I may move it as it is sort of taking up room… not a lot but we’ll see). I also thought of another shelving unit I can put in the master bathroom to help get some of my book piles off the floor. It does feel rather peaceful in here.
I find that I am calmer and more open lately. Anxiety attacks are all but gone. I am making a conscious effort to move forward with myself. I am less tense and less of a worry wart which is a very welcome change. I am able to appreciate the moment instead of play “what if” all the time. The heat has also helped. Because it is so hot there is not much you want to do. So I am reading more and I am reading new books. I’m not rereading comfort books to lose myself in familiar territory.
I found a Netflix series that uses the same story idea that I started with for one of my current stories. I am going through that to see what they did, mostly for ideas and to make sure that I don’t use the same things in my story. I am very excited as I have gotten a few ideas of my own from watching. I sit with my notebook and fountain pen handy as I see how the story unfolds. It is Italian but dubbed. I am of two minds about it. Dubbed means I can take in the whole experience without trying to rush to read the bottom of the screen before quickly taking in as much as I can of the background and what is going on before I have to read the next line on the bottom of the screen. The other side of that is that I would like to learn Italian and I do enjoy the sound of the language.
I have to be careful that I don’t spend all
my time in front of the tv in this heat. It is easy to do since the AC is right there in the window. I try to get out in the yard. If nothing else I water Minion’s garden under the tree and set up the sprinkler here and there as needed. And of course take photos. I got some beautiful ones of the sky last night. I even got the colors!
I see that this post is a bit longer than usual. I will add some photos from yesterday and upload for you reading pleasure. Thanks for reading and stay safe!
There is a dragon fly landing to the left on the tiger lilies.