We got good news yesterday! Essie is cancer free! The lump was benign. I have been worried for so long it is going to take some doing not to be. This afternoon I take Essie in to get her staples out. And hopefully this will be the last vet visit for a while!
I need to make some changes around here. Specifically to myself. I need to figure out where I am and where I am going not that the scares with the animals is over. I can focus on myself and school. I need to do my class work today. If nothing else I need to watch the videos today and then I can work on the writing portion this weekend. I have been very good about keeping up the house so I do not have that as an excuse.
I will also try to work on alteast one of the novellas. Hopefully both but I know if I work on the fiction (versus the horror one) I will get stuck and not work on either one. The goal is to work on the horror one (that seems to be coming along quite well) and then sit and mull over the fiction one. I am not sure why it has stalled out. I keep saying it is because I don’t know enough about surfing (mostly the practical side) but I think the big thing is I’m not sure where the story is going. I have all these great plans and they don’t feel like the right thing. If they aren’t the right thing then what is? So If I get one story worked on I can sit and mull over the second one and not feel guilty.
Tomorrow is August already. I can’t believe how much has happened in the past 7 months! And good grief my birthday is coming up… I suppose I should get myself moving. Atleast I should watch some of the videos for class. (The dogs want me to go outside and play with them so maybe I’ll wait?) I want to say thank you to everyone who took the time to comment on my various posts and give their support and good vibes for Essie. It means a lot. Thanks, as always, for reading and stay safe!