Questions

This morning has certainly dawned brighter than yesterday.  Yesterday it was dark until almost 9am with all the cloud cover.  I am feeling very anti people right now.  I don’t want to interact with anyone.  I find myself not using social media much anymore.  Especially not to share anything.  I have people asking how I am and I put off responding to them.

I have an article to write (an inspirational one no less) for the new year for a horror site.  I also have atleast one review I need to write.  And I find myself not wanting to.  I just want to chuck everything up and start again.  But doing what?  How would I change things?  What would I change?

I know a lot of things are changing in my world (personal as well as global).  I am retreating further and further into myself.  Maybe it is just a winter thing.  Maybe once things warm up and light up I will get back to “normal”.  But what if I don’t?  What if I have gotten so comfortable with not dealing with people that I just stay where I am?  Is this good?  Is this bad?

I need to be able to sit and work things through.  And I also need to go and wash Essie’s tee shirts.  I just noticed she is wearing her last clean one.  The washer has died on us so I will wash them out in the sink.  Fortunatly I got one last load done before it gave up the ghost.  I hope everyone has a great day.  Thanks for reading.