This morning has certainly dawned brighter than yesterday. Yesterday it was dark until almost 9am with all the cloud cover. I am feeling very anti people right now. I don’t want to interact with anyone. I find myself not using social media much anymore. Especially not to share anything. I have people asking how I am and I put off responding to them.
I have an article to write (an inspirational one no less) for the new year for a horror site. I also have atleast one review I need to write. And I find myself not wanting to. I just want to chuck everything up and start again. But doing what? How would I change things? What would I change?
I know a lot of things are changing in my world (personal as well as global). I am retreating further and further into myself. Maybe it is just a winter thing. Maybe once things warm up and light up I will get back to “normal”. But what if I don’t? What if I have gotten so comfortable with not dealing with people that I just stay where I am? Is this good? Is this bad?
I need to be able to sit and work things through. And I also need to go and wash Essie’s tee shirts. I just noticed she is wearing her last clean one. The washer has died on us so I will wash them out in the sink. Fortunatly I got one last load done before it gave up the ghost. I hope everyone has a great day. Thanks for reading.
