Feeling Broken

This will be another short one.  Yesterday was hard.  I talked to both my parents and it was my Aunt’s memorial service.  By the time bed time rolled around I was crying myself to sleep.  It was one of those crying jags that once you start you can’t stop.

All I can think of is missing my Aunt.  I can’t imagine how my Uncle is coping.  Especially having to keep it all together for all the friends and family who are there to pay their respects.  That is something I always hated.  I never wanted to show my emotions in front of a bunch of people like that because then everyone tries to comfort you.  Somethings you just can’t comfort.

So today I am feeling broken.  Too much emotion going on lately.  I am going to have to try to write my article at work.  I had intended to get up early this morning as usual and get it written.  I just couldn’t face the day.  I don’t feel any different right now to be truthful.  I just want to stay home and sleep.

I’d better get myself together for work.  I hope everyone has a great day.