This will be another short one. Yesterday was hard. I talked to both my parents and it was my Aunt’s memorial service. By the time bed time rolled around I was crying myself to sleep. It was one of those crying jags that once you start you can’t stop.
All I can think of is missing my Aunt. I can’t imagine how my Uncle is coping. Especially having to keep it all together for all the friends and family who are there to pay their respects. That is something I always hated. I never wanted to show my emotions in front of a bunch of people like that because then everyone tries to comfort you. Somethings you just can’t comfort.
So today I am feeling broken. Too much emotion going on lately. I am going to have to try to write my article at work. I had intended to get up early this morning as usual and get it written. I just couldn’t face the day. I don’t feel any different right now to be truthful. I just want to stay home and sleep.
I’d better get myself together for work. I hope everyone has a great day.