This morning I’m just not feeling it. I am trying to work up to writing something -anything- and I just don’t want to. Read yes. That is what took me so long this morning. I was busy reading everyone else’s blogs instead of working on my own. I feel empty this morning.
Last night I found myself out in the rain a lot with my phone trying to take photos. I was getting frustrated because the beautiful colors in the sky were not being duplicated in the pictures I was taking. It didn’t matter the angle or shading. I just could not get the same richness of color in the photo that I saw with my eye. They literally paled by comparison.
I have taken to long to get to writing my blog that the kids are extremely restless. They are trying to chill out since I am now typing this but (Essie especially) I am being watched for any sign of stopping. I guess part of my problem is that I found out my meeting was cancelled. I guess I was looking forward to doing it because I feel kinda bummed out today. I am going to double check to make sure that the meeting is cancelled after I am finished here.
The sun is actually out this morning. I’m not sure how I feel about that. I should be happy after around two days of rain. But I enjoyed the dark because I watched a lot of horror movies and horror related documentaries over the past two days. (This is another problem with winter for me. It gets cold enough here and there is so much snow I have no desire to go anywhere or do anything. I become a lump.) I feel like I am wasting sunlight but I have no motivation to do anything. I will force myself to complete something and hope that leads to something else.
So will I sit and read all day? Probably. Will I write? That will be a hit and miss proposition. I will do a little writing but not near as much as I should be. Also to be interpreted “not the projects I should be.” I am trying not to judge myself but I don’t think that will work.
The sun is gradually drying out all the wet and water logged spots. Maybe I will take the phone out and try some photos. I really need to get one of my cameras going. I am taking a lot of photos and I haven’t put anything together. Not to mention I might be able to get better colors from a regular camera. I need to find something that works for me.
Well I suppose I ought to get moving around a little before the pups go stir crazy. Thanks for reading! Cheers!