I am sorry this is so late today. I had a good day yesterday then ruined it by drinking too much. I need to learn to be happy in the moment instead of trying to prolong the moment with alcohol.
It seems as though when things start to go well for me I do something to make it go bad. It’s as though I am afraid to let something good happen. I don’t trust in the good I always look for the bad to happen. That is my problem with riding. I assume I’m going to do something to screw things up.
I am very frustrated with myself. But today is a new day and I will try again. I will try to be in the moment and be happy. I will try to believe that I won’t screw things up. I will try.
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I have been writing since I was about six years old. I love it! I enjoy drawing word pictures and getting people to think in different ways.
I have not done much other than my personal journal over the past few years because both fear and betrayal have locked my writing box up tight. I seem to have lost the key. So this is me trying to pick the lock.
I also love the interaction with my readers. There are so many diverse voices out there! Talking with others helps me work through my own problems and (I hope) helps others with theirs. I learn much about other cultures around the world that I might not otherwise know. Writing is how I connect with the world.
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