Dogs, Emotions, Life, Writing

Sleep? What Is That?

I have been awake since 2:30am with a doze between 4 and 5am.  It was a panic attack that woke me and kept me up.  I gave up being in bed around 6:30am.  I believe I have a meeting tonight at 7pm and another at 9am tomorrow.  I don’t think there will be enough coffee.  My anxiety kicked in yesterday morning and hasn’t really left.  It seems to hit in waves.  I can’t focus on much else.  The kids have been curled up beside me most of the night.  Moose especially.

It is a brisk 52F this morning but is supposed to reach 81F as our high.  I am just not up to facing this day.  I would rather stay home and curl up with the kids to try to sleep.  I don’t have anything scheduled at work yet so maybe I will try a nap there.  I need to get my review completed and in this week.  I’ve just been dreading it because I’m not a big fan of apocalypse stories.  They were all very good, don’t get me wrong.  I’m just not a fan.

Now I’m getting some odd error message from the laptop.  I made myself a list of things I need to read and/or review.  I feel a bit overwhelmed.  But I need to get this stuff done and submitted if I’m to work in my chosen field.  I can also see by the clock that these three paragraphs have taken a lot longer than normal.  So I need to wrap this up and get ready for work.  Cheers!



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