I have been awake since 2:30am with a doze between 4 and 5am. It was a panic attack that woke me and kept me up. I gave up being in bed around 6:30am. I believe I have a meeting tonight at 7pm and another at 9am tomorrow. I don’t think there will be enough coffee. My anxiety kicked in yesterday morning and hasn’t really left. It seems to hit in waves. I can’t focus on much else. The kids have been curled up beside me most of the night. Moose especially.
It is a brisk 52F this morning but is supposed to reach 81F as our high. I am just not up to facing this day. I would rather stay home and curl up with the kids to try to sleep. I don’t have anything scheduled at work yet so maybe I will try a nap there. I need to get my review completed and in this week. I’ve just been dreading it because I’m not a big fan of apocalypse stories. They were all very good, don’t get me wrong. I’m just not a fan.
Now I’m getting some odd error message from the laptop. I made myself a list of things I need to read and/or review. I feel a bit overwhelmed. But I need to get this stuff done and submitted if I’m to work in my chosen field. I can also see by the clock that these three paragraphs have taken a lot longer than normal. So I need to wrap this up and get ready for work. Cheers!
