This morning dawned cold and wet. I spent yesterday trying to get myself calmed down inside. It sort of helped. It sort of didn’t. I did everything I could think of to distract myself into not thinking. But today I have things I need to get done. And I feel overwhelmed. I can get them done. But I keep pushing myself and looking at all the what ifs.
I would like nothing better than to have one more day to sleep in and figure it all out. But that will not change anything. I will feel this way tomorrow so I might just as well deal with it now and be done with it.
Stella got sick this morning around 6am. She was throwing up the last of a frisbee that she had eaten. The dog is a goat. She can and usually does eat anything. She’s been getting better with training. But still… That is another thing that fell by the wayside last week. Our daily training. And it showed. I just didn’t have the energy when I had the time and more often than not I didn’t have the time. I got back into doing that on Friday. We have done it every day since.
I need to get going and head to work. I hope everyone has a great day! Thanks for reading!