I am feeling very sad and hurt. I am going to have to give up Stella. She is just getting into too much. I don’t know what to do. She will be good for a few days or even weeks but then she will do something very destructive and ruin all the good that she had done. I will make some phone calls while I am at work. Maybe the vet can recommend something or someone to help. Mom has said she will take her in the interm. I will take Stella over there after work this afternoon.
This is the 2 week anniversary of losing Dante today. The weekend was actually really good for everyone. But now… I don’t really have much more to say. I made myself not think about it so I could try to get some sleep. But I was awake at every motion it seemed. I keep telling myself atleast she will be with Mom. It’s not helping. I haven’t cried yet but when I do it’s gonna be bad.
I had to send in my article this morning so I didn’t get many of your blogs read. I’m sorry. I will try to get to more later today. I hope. The way things are going I may just fall apart and be completely useless the rest of the day. I don’t know. I need to start getting ready for work. I hope you have a great day.