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Feeling Heartbroken

I am feeling very sad and hurt.  I am going to have to give up Stella.  She is just getting into too much.  I don’t know what to do.  She will be good for a few days or even weeks but then she will do something very destructive and ruin all the good that she had done.  I will make some phone calls while I am at work.  Maybe the vet can recommend something or someone to help.  Mom has said she will take her in the interm.  I will take Stella over there after work this afternoon.

This is the 2 week anniversary of losing Dante today.  The weekend was actually really good for everyone.  But now…  I don’t really have much more to say.  I made myself not think about it so I could try to get some sleep.  But I was awake at every motion it seemed.  I keep telling myself atleast she will be with Mom.  It’s not helping.  I haven’t cried yet but when I do it’s gonna be bad.

I had to send in my article this morning so I didn’t get many of your blogs read.  I’m sorry.  I will try to get to more later today.  I hope.  The way things are going I may just fall apart and be completely useless the rest of the day.  I don’t know.  I need to start getting ready for work.  I hope you have a great day.


4 thoughts on “Feeling Heartbroken”

  1. Is it a case of Stella being a little too hyperactive? If so, can anything be done to calm her down, there are some relatively good organic calmers on the market?

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    1. She still a baby. We decided that what she needed was some training. We are in our first week of working on not taking things when told not too. Stella is very smart and catching on quickly. As a side result the other two dogs are getting a bit more training than they had.

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