Feeling Heartbroken

I am feeling very sad and hurt.  I am going to have to give up Stella.  She is just getting into too much.  I don’t know what to do.  She will be good for a few days or even weeks but then she will do something very destructive and ruin all the good that she had done.  I will make some phone calls while I am at work.  Maybe the vet can recommend something or someone to help.  Mom has said she will take her in the interm.  I will take Stella over there after work this afternoon.

This is the 2 week anniversary of losing Dante today.  The weekend was actually really good for everyone.  But now…  I don’t really have much more to say.  I made myself not think about it so I could try to get some sleep.  But I was awake at every motion it seemed.  I keep telling myself atleast she will be with Mom.  It’s not helping.  I haven’t cried yet but when I do it’s gonna be bad.

I had to send in my article this morning so I didn’t get many of your blogs read.  I’m sorry.  I will try to get to more later today.  I hope.  The way things are going I may just fall apart and be completely useless the rest of the day.  I don’t know.  I need to start getting ready for work.  I hope you have a great day.