Last night was a mixed bag. I covered a pre meeting thing (which was fun) but the meeting lasted an extra half an hour. Roads were good til the last 10 minutes where I got stuck behind two cars going atleast 5 mph slower than the posted speed at all times. Then I got home to a bit of a mess from the “kids'” (I suspect it was all Stella). Oh then I had a blow out with a friend. But the flip side of that is my query got a response sooooo fingers crossed!
I was upset and couldn’t sleep and I am paying for it right now. I have no ambition and I and exhausted. And I looked at my day for work and I have a full slate. Pretty sure the one driver will be there when I pull in. I seriously need and want to go back to bed. This will probably be one of my shortest posts. I am tired enough that my anxiety is starting to rear it’s ugly head.
I did take some cool pictures last night and will share. I cannot keep my mind from freaking out. So I need to try to get myself calmed down. I was able to read a few blogs before I started. Cheers!
Mixed bag explains my feelings sometimes. I’m learning to choose my battles. Some days are tougher but prayer has been comforting.
Since I lost my job last year I haven’t been too bad. Learning to let go to what I cannot change. Yesterday was one of the worst anxiety/panic attacks I’ve had in a long time. Nothing helped.
I’m sorry about that. Panic attacks and the after effects are horrible. As for work, I too, would be adrift, i feel your pain.