I don’t know when anyone will read this as we have no internet. The wind is calming down (down to maybe 30mph). The snow is almost too deep for the girls to walk. It’s even a struggle for the boys.
I have been awake pretty much since 3am with a very nasty panic/anxiety attack. I gave up trying to sleep around 6:30am. Even so I just want to go back to bed and try to sleep some more.
I find myself using phrases from my old job that don’t apply to my new one. Like I’ll catch myself saying (or starting to say) that I hate my job. I don’t. I like my job. And I don’t mind going even in crappy weather because it is just down the street. I am pretty much on my own and that is another nice aspect of it. The only reason I might start to say I hate my job is habit from my old job because I might not want to go.
I don’t know what else to say. I think I will get ready for work.