I’m tempted not even to do this. Everything has gone to shit in short order. Not the least of which is that I am writing this on my phone because my laptop refuses to function. I am ready to throw it across the room. The dogs are sick. I am not far behind. If I do not find a job soon things will be even more dire. All it took was a mistake on a person’s part from one of my bills not to differ my payment. That took a significant amount out (unplanned) so now I am scrambling to keep things turned on.
Do I delete the last paragraph? Do I just delete the whole thing? If I do I know I will not write anything today. I am angry. I am hurt. The harder I try the worse it gets. I am at a loss. And I am beginning not to care. And that is dangerous.