I have to say I didn’t miss the anxiety attacks while I was job hunting. I am getting some nibbles about hiring me and my anxiety kicks in big time if I let myself think about it. I hate that. Can’t enjoy a new adventure. I just freak out.
Today is the last day of my guitar class. I have learned things but I haven’t… if that makes sense. I can play random chords and notes but we never even learned a song. If we learned a song I’d feel some level of accomplishment. I’d have something to show all of a piece instead of piecemeal.
Geez I guess I’m crabby today. So much change is happening and I’m not ready for it. It is a nasty cold out. Our “high” is supposed to be 1 degree Fahrenheit, low -20. I don’t even know if my car will start in the morning! If push comes to shove I think I can accomplish everything over the phone. Assuming they don’t cut it off.
I hate feeling lost. I checked and we are at a brisk -4 degrees Fahrenheit right now. We’ve got faucets dripping so pipes don’t freeze. The dogs were in and out to go potty this morning. It is cold enough that I believe we will use the coats Gramma made. I wish we had boots for them. Today has been a lot of three paws walks through the yard from frozen paws.
I guess I ought to get off of here and get my article handed in. Then I will hear tomorrow morning if any changes need to be made. Stay warm my friends!