So here I am on my last day of vacation. I have decided to try to move forward in my life. I need to make positive changes and start living for me. This will hurt no one but mean everything to me.
I will take daily and weekly steps toward my goals. I will finally make a difference to myself.
My problem is I need to share. But if I share too much I will lose my momentum and my sense of self. I will no longer do it for me. I will do it because it is expected of me. If I do not share then I have no outside encouragement and thus lose my momentum. It is a fine line. Frustrating but there it is.
So how much to share and when to share it? And what do I share? And by what medium? Using one method one day might work and just be frustrating the next.
There needs to be a give and take between me and the outside world. I need to know what I do matters to others. This is where I am right now. I will move in my own time and in my own direction.